I admit that I'm afraid to be the one who is abandoned by the crowds
So I usually be the one who leaves the game first if I think I'm not needed....
But please , knowing this fact of myself should not be the ' senjata ' for you to stab me
I'm a sensitive girl . SO WHAT ?
I'm a fucker . SO WHAT ? LOL
Mummy asked me ' jie , why you still look so down ? ' I answered ' No ah ~~~ '
Actually......
I'm very very worried .... DAN XING . Get it ?
It's difficult for me to put the heavy stone down unless I really get to see the thing I NEED and WANT in front of me.
I'm very very insecure.
I can eat bread every day , reduce my entertainments, think ways to save my pocket money just to achieve the final thing I want .
It's like a curse . Once I mention , the thing I want will fade away.
It happened soooooooooooo many times , I can't take the risk anymore .
Words for my bestie :p
Sometimes I extremely not agree with you and we can even lead to a big arguement.
I guess this year we have argued more than last time .
Siblings also fight for toys la . How come friends dont leh ?
I'm hot tempered and I ensure you know it
cause I always RAWRRRRRRRRR at you
Sorry for being that rude .
This is what I should tell you for a long time .
And.....there's some secrets I dont share with you
doesn't mean I dont anggap you as my friend
Please dont think that way.
I never mean it .
I often chit chat with my teacher during my guitar class lately
My teacher is a patience man . He doesnt yell at me when I keep on making mistakes but he'll observe me and correct my mistakes until I get them right . Phewwwwwwww
And he likes telling me jokes and end up sendiri laughing loud .
I would not allow my situation force me to give up what I like.
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